The End of War
After six
years of hostile war we were excited that we could be reunited with our
brother. He had written a letter to let us know that he would be home in
roughly two weeks. We had eagerly waited for that day when we could be with him
again. Sam had asked if it was really our brother that was coming. “Yes!” I
answered. It felt so good to say that. Mama said that we had all changed so
much in the past years and I wondered what my brother looked like with all that
he had been through these past months of tragedy and loss. What stories would he
have? And what terrible memories did he have? I could not possibly think of the
things that he had seen.
I knew that Papa was so excited
to have another hand around the farm to help with the chores. He was constantly
talking about it. I thought Mama was excited though she hardly talked about it.
Why didn’t she just say something? She never said more than a few words at a
time. She had so much locked in her heart. I wanted her to let it out. It would
be so much better for her. Whenever I asked her something about how excited she
was that he was coming back she just said, “Isn’t there something you need to
do? Why don’t you do some homework?” Wasn’t she happy? What would make her
happy? She still had that lonely look in her eyes. I knew that something was wrong.
I wanted to ask Papa.
“Papa? Why isn’t Mama happy about
him coming home?” I asked. “Well, there’s something we haven’t told you yet
because we thought you were too young, but I suppose that you are old enough
now. When Mama and I first got married we wanted to have a child. But when he
was 2 years old he died from a cholera epidemic. Mama was so grieved from the
loss of her little boy that she wanted to adopt a child. Your brother doesn’t
know that he really isn’t ours. We thought that joining the war might help him
feel like a real person. The reason Mama is so sad is that she doesn’t want to
tell him that news because he might want to run away. But she loves him too
much. So there it is and don’t tell anyone else what I just told you.” Papa
finished. This news astounded me at first but it all made sense now.
The day came when he was going to
come home and everyone was getting things ready. Mama had made up his bed and
got his room all ready for him. Sam and Sandy were looking out the window
waiting for him to come up the lane. “He’s coming!” They yelled and ran
outside. I was anxious to see him but I didn’t run since Mama said that it
wasn’t good for girls to run. I went to the porch and looked down the lane. I
barely recognized the figure that coming towards us. He walked so slowly that I
thought several times that he would fall down. Was that my brother? His
clothes were tattered and his face was ghostlike. But what was the most
astonishing thing, was that where his left arm should have been there was only
a stub. I looked at Papa and saw the look of disappointment and grief. When
someone was missing an arm or a leg he/she was considered worthless and may as
well just die. Papa knew that Joseph could never help him with the necessary
chores on the farm. Mama looked at Joseph and then looked away. Even Sam and
Sandy backed away. I felt bad for Joseph so I ran up and gave him a great big
hug. It was like that Christmas when he
came to visit. Except now he would stay. And we could go pick flowers and fish.
But then I remembered. He would never be able to do that. But the best thing
regardless of that, was that we were able to welcome him back to his home and give
him the best love he could ask for. And that’s what we did. Because that’s what
family is for. No matter what.
The End
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